I'm So In Love

Ever since I saw the face and the movements of the little human growing inside me, I have fallen deeply and madly in love with this beautiful soul.

I watch the video over and over again, and as I watch my child yawn, smile and move...I feel so much love and worry. 

I worry if I will be able to give my child a good life. The world is changing so fast. Information is changing society and her values. Life is no longer as simple as it used to be. People nowadays see so much so they have more wants. Technology has made people impatient for results, for feedback and for attention...

I will be raising a "Millenial". I hope I am equipped to be a good parent.

I feel so much love because this creature was sleeping peacefully in the stars and I pulled it down to earth to be with us. I feel responsible to make this star's trip worth it.

As I write this, my child moves around my tummy.  I can already imagine what it's doing. It's probably sucking its toes again. 

I'm filled with so much love...

I know I had doubts about being a mother but after I've seen my child move, smile and sleep so peacefully in my womb...I feel so blessed with this experience to create life.

I'm sorry for the senti post today. I just feel so much...

In love,

L

P.S.> I will use "IT" until I know the gender. English doesn't seem to have a gender neutral pronoun.