My motherhood is baptism by fire.
I am unprepared for the emotions and the challenges that came with it.
Currently, I have bouts of post partum depression, which is either caused or compounded by OCD. I won't get into that.
I worry about my baby endlessly but when she smiles...I forget my worries.
My husband also told me that some of his family read my blog and got hurt. Truth be told, I don't know why they would read it when told me not to google stuff and worry myself silly.
So, I decided to stop writing for a while just to avoid trouble.
If you miss me, you can always message me and I will try my best to reply.
For now, I realize that the future is so uncertain and I really have to enjoy each day with my baby. The greatest lesson, motherhood has taught me is to just be thankful for each day that my child is healthy and happy. I should stop worrying about things. So for now, avoid the news and avoid anything that will cause paranoia.
Hanging on to my sanity,